I feel different being in different gang with them.Sometimes,I wonder if I enter the wrong gang,or I should say I don'd really belongs to this gang.
Somehow ,I wish I was randomly dropped into that gang and mixed with them,with laughter and joy,not being with notes and problems.

Anyway,even if I was given the second choice,I don't think I dare to make the difference,most probably just stick to the old one.

I hate if when you telling things that others never bother to listen,I bet this is extremely annoying,including me.

如果我容易满足一点，少介意一点，放开一点，少想一点，少顾虑一点，也许我不会那么低落！

当全世界不了解你时告诉自己，不要紧，自己一个人也会活得很好。

I never know,friendship meant to be this way.Am I the next victim?I don't know.Am I care?Yes,I am.Are you sad?I'm indeed cry deep in my heart.Do you think they are good?No,somehow I need friends,but I know everyone has their own problems and weakness but this is not when come to ignore and isolate people close to you.I hate this.

Yay,many pairs of love birds around me lately.I truthfully wishes them sweet forever,but at the same time,I feel myself so lonely.They did not really ignore me,but after this,you can never expect anyone of them free to entertain you when you are totally in your mood to have fun.NO.NEVER.

Remember no matter how close you all used to be,once they in a relationship,you are just a simple ordinary friend who only in need once in a while.

No matter what ,when and where I being with them,I will only feel myself as an extra,an odd number who not suppose to be there.When you are sad,sorry,u settle yourself,even she is being with you,you better rush to spill everything out or you will see the look *can you please tell faster n shoo,you are annoying and disturbing*.

Yes,I'm not happy,not because you all in a relationship.I just meant to understand that,I'm myself when I face any problem,now and future.

我需要人来关心我，陪我谈心时，了解我，挑逗我，陪我出门，一起吃饭，一起上课。我不说话不是发脾气，只是不懂能说些什么。我讨厌自己一个人，我讨厌现在的生活，这个不是我要的世界！说完这些话，才发现我根本没有长大过。

I'm always imagining,my unil life with you guys around me.I'd pretty sure,you all will never fail to cheer me up24/7.I'm definitely will agree that my 4 years here will be the most memorable,wonderful,most admired and desired University Life from all the people who are going to enter Uni.

However,destiny made us apart,really apart from each other.Everyone of us being alone in each Uni, making me wonder is there so many Uni out there?lol.